the future (deep)

Seems I haven't been blogging very much, with upcoming exams a hell of a lot of revision, decided recently that University isn't for me, and that an apprenticeship in childcare may be the path for my future. I only want to go to uni for the uni lifestyle for the independence. But in a way an Apprenticeship also gives me some of that. Hopefully everything works out for the best xoxoxox

A week before Christmas, and  I feel ill : ( I best not be that ill I cant open my presents hahahaha i love Christmas, and how all the family come together. I've finished college FINALLY! and now i can finally relax or not........... i have a 3000 word essay to do : ) fab isn't it? NOT! xoxoxo

it makes me laugh at how some people can be so hypocritical, shallow and in need of attention. for example this girl on my social network site uploaded a photo of herself practically naked. Im sorry but you'd think some people would have some dignity......... evidently not in her case.

I really need to start blogging a lot more but then again I need to gather material for it hahaha. also I've got my Christmas decorations up yays Christmas. It feels like Christmas now :) xoxoxox

stressed isn't even the word to describe how I feel, I wish the world didn't revolve around money....... it sucks bad ...... like really bad, I've got family to buy for and a boyfriend too the pound shop it is hahahaha, I also found out my bestest friend is pregnant i am so happy for her and her other half, it's great im actually allowed to look at baby stuff now instead of being told off and dragged away by the boyfriend, its fab, I cant for her to find out how far along she is and what flavour it is  i shall keep you get updated. 

xoxox

christmas

apparently the UK government have decided that we the British public, are not allowed to call Christmas, Christmas but happy holidays, as it offends people who are not originally from the UK, im not a racist but i don't go over to another country and decide there religious beliefs are wrong and that they shouldn't have special holidays, i believe that everyone should be okay with CHRISTMAS, if i went to another country i would fit in with culture and wouldn't change it, well this is British culture and im sorry it's always CHRISTMAS always has been always will be nothings going to change that what so ever, so if your not happy about it seriously go back to your own country were you will be happy, don't try and change us British, I CANT WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS.

With Christmas fast approaching its looking very certain that I am going to be absolutely broke for all of, this recession has hit everyone hard but mainly people my age 17/18 know one wants to give us a job, we have to have experience to get the job, but to gain the experience I need a job, it a no win situation, I've also recently learnt that they don't want to take people on who want to go to university, and if you ask me it's going to get so much worse, oh dear xoxoxo

Well this week has been a long stressful week I'm just glad Ive only got one more day till the weekend, Ive got so much work to do but it's got to be done i suppose, on the up side I'm going to see the new twilight movie breaking dawn I'm very excited but it starts early don't know how I'm going to cope but YAY! xoxoxo